the last chapter for you.

if i just make a problem for you,

i would love dont have any of you.

rather than i have any.

already tired to care.

happy with what you're thinking bout.

apparently negative thinking bout me.

and there's no heart feeling anymore.

because i know, things are become worst

any explanation for you. you will always wanted to win.

i know. then ?

so just put all the blame on me.

its fine with me.

its just happens.and you didnt know the truth.

did you ask me for a one time? never.

i know you just dont even care. i know.

but, if iam not one of your part in your life anymore

why you're still make up a words about these? about me?

definitely for me. i know.

stop make a words. you just shame yourself.

or maybe you are too ego with yourself

and want everybody listen to you

sorry, iam not the one.

please look at yourself first before you judge me

or others. sometimes u make up a words

you just make up a words for yourself. you

just dont realize until you care what others feeling.

i know you wont. but, everything happens.

i have never put you aside. just you doing that to me.

and i know, you just cant realize it.

and now, its the last chapter between you and me.

i dont want to do this. but before all the things

getting worst. better we stop here.

do what you want to do. and please

care bout your own business only.

so am i. because i had enough.

the way you act . its just make me sick.

hopefully you are happy. i know you will

tcre.

p/s : even you are trying to be with others.

i know you can feel the diff was it?

because dear, its totally diff when you are

together with the one that you know really loves

and care you much. isnt it? up to you honey.

..

when we had meet again, we are totally crazy.

YEahhh, alhamdulillah! Final exam sudah habes! Yeah! Alhamdulillah, hope semuaaa paper boleh pass dengan gemilang. walaupun semuanya ke laut! *bak kate cik jenab haha

Ohhh habes jer exam tadi, pegi celebrate bersama-same rakan-rakan lame. hee~ You know who are they? Miss Diyana, Miss Zaity and Miss Ainatul. Haih, janjinya pukul 12 sampai. tapi keluarnya
pukul 12 jugak. so alamatnya sampai amek aku dalam pukul 2 jugakla kan? haha

Ok, after amek zaity, diyana terus amek aku di BBP. Then, aku drive terus ke MC ambil Miss Ainatul plaks. Haa ni pun satu hal, janji sampai kul 12. baru nak gerak dari mastanah dekat-dekat kul12 kan? choiii dear~

Then, terus menuju ke destinasi yang dah dibincangkan beberapa hari yang lalu. haha Semua dah giler berkaraoke okay! Ermm habeskan mase petang kami dengan melalak2 di Dreambox Dataran Pahlawan. hee~ Ok, nasib baek ader promotion hari neh. So bak kate Miss Diyana, takdela kopak sangat duet aku kan? lalala~

Ohh ader sebahagian pic-pic gedix mereka neh. Btw, aku dah lame tak jumpe Miss Zaity and Miss Ainatul. Since Form 3 i thought. Iskk perubahan drastik betul kawan-kawan aku neh. Sorang makin comel and sorang lagi makin seksi auwww. :D

Ohhh after dah penat-penat, melalak di Dreambox, kami menuju ke Asam Pedas Claypot di Taman Kota Laksamana. Semua dah kebulur plus suare dah rock2 kapak dah! hee~

HOney, we all totally crazy! Miss you all. Thanx! :)

me,diyana,natul, zetty

gedix.

DP.

ouch! senget sudahh!

zetty cover perut la tue. hee~

si gilak camera!

muah!

almost 5years didnt meet her. *zetty. :)

we are camwhoring! oh! i need one
digital camera! takdapat DSLR pun takpela. :D

you all gedixxx la.

ainatul and diyana :D

lame gilak dah tak jumpe!
she's totally change with her flower dress bla2.
but, gelak same jeh gilak cam dulu!
haha

payah dah neh kalau dapat camera kan?

:D

ouch!

ok2. enough natul!

muah! :)



p/s : dah lame tak jumpe, first time je nampak
masing-masing. dah peluk2 bagai. then
gelak terbahak-bahak. we just dont care about
others. Even dulu tak rapat sangat.
But, past is past rite?

whatever pun we are still
be a good friends. :)

thanx to all dear, muah!

..

no matter what.

It doesn't take a reason to love someone,
but it does to like someone. You don't love
someone because you want to, you love someone
because you are destined too. It's because you
fall in Love with them, that you then try to
find a reason, but you always come up with
the answer, No reason!



p/s : i believe in karma.

..

tears drop and i just cant stop it

Okay, i admit... maybe i just cross the line too far this time. But, its not because iam not loving you, just i dont know why. i dont know why. Okay, if you want to put all the blame on me. FINE, i will accept it. But it is true?? Okay, just put all those thing beside.

Hmmm, we almost two years honey! And sadly, this month. Do you remember that? Macamane kamu boleh cakap i wont ever love this relationship anymore? How could you???? If Iam not appreciate and LOVE OUR relationship, then how we are still together until now? tell me honey! tell me!

Iam trying my best to persuade you. Iam trying my best! But, i hope you understand me better. Iam having my finals started on this Monday, and i dont want our relation and this problems affect my finals. Please honey? Iam trying to get a good result and kamu pun perlu bantu sayang kan?? Kamu sendiri yang suruh orang study and sambung degree then what? You know whats our planning rite? *take a deep breath.

Honey, iam still crying here and nobody with me right now. Iam alone here. My others friend they are all busy, and orang pun takkan nak ganggu mereka with all my tears? And all the time i need you because, you always there for me even sometimes sayang kecik hati dengan kamu sebab busy with doing other things, but yang penting, i know you are there. i know you are there always for me rite?

And i still can hear you said, you wont let me go if anything happens. do you remember that?? Ohh terase jantung nak pecah and nak hantuk kepala kat dinding. Tapi insyallah, pemikiran yang sedikit waras (because i cant think anything at all accept you) and ingatan dari Nya, insyallah i wont do all the stupid things. *sayang, tell me what i have to do?

I know, people will see that iam begging you like hell. But i dont even care, they can say whatever they want! because they didnt know anything what we have gone through together. and i love you with NO reason! NO REASON! Because if we do truly love someone, kita takkan pernah dapat bagi jawapan kenapa kite sayang seseorang tu bukan? Susah senang everything kita dah lalui, and i know, two years already together semua perkara kita dapat atasi kan?I dont care if they said, iam dumb. i dont care.

Just what the important thing to me is YOU. Hmmm, bila kita betul-betul sayang seorang, kita akan cuba terima baik buruknya bukan? And thats what iam doing for you. Just maybe, kadang-kadang orang terlepas pandang perkara tu, and iam not a perfect person, then.... Ohh i dont know how to describe it.

Iam still trying to persuade you. Hopefully, you accept all my apology. Do you hun??? *iam shaking here. and i dont know why.

*still terase kamu datang jumpe sayang
around 2 minggu yang lepas.

duh, just past two weeks? kenapa
terasa dah bertahun tak jumpe kamu?
isk.

p/s : jika itu ketentuan-Nya

..

to cik nadia : thanx temankan aku syg! kalo
ko takde, aku taktau nak larii mane. and please
sokong aku, walau ape pun keputusan aku kay?
if aku tak pernah bgtau ape reasonnya,
kau taukan aku akan buat ape kata hati aku?
even ikut kata hati mati. tapi, itu realitinya syg. hmm

to atup : it's not easy to just LET GO of things when
you have been around it for such a long time.
*honey, aku i admit ur statement nih. but,
i know, you lebih terase sebab you lagi lame kan?
and please jgn berpura-pura kuat, we are not
iron ladies hun! :)

nak tgk ironman tunggulaa aku!

*sigh.