what ta hell ya doing for the weekend?

heyy hello people! Ohh, seriously weekend yang penat tapi banyak jugak happy things yang berlaku! hee~ Ermm i have been off to KL for a day trip with my all gffs. OMG!

Planned to watch final FIFA at kuala lumpur. Macam orang giler jeh, padahal final kali neh boring? Hek! tetibe jeh minat bola? haha. Ermm actually empat tahun sekali so a lil bit excited, padahal takde laa hebat sangat bab-bab tengok bola neh. haha *so tak kisah lah ape orang cakap, but sometimes buat perkara yang tak pernah dibuat best jugakkan? takla jakun! hee~

Ermm just saje meramaikan orang yang dah sedia ramai kat port-port tempat tengok bola neh. :D Urgh, planning nak tengok final at Bangsar but then, ade sedikit problem then, we all lepak somewhere around kl jeh. :) But, its okay...even not really happy ending trip neh, but there are something to share and i learn.

Ape-ape pun plan dulu before the trip okay? Prepare betul2. huhu

Okay there are something to share with all :) Erkk, tak banyak pic pun! heehe Sebab selalu kene marah dengan all gff asik-asik cam-whoring and you know, i just cant stop snap my pic! sampai diorang naek pening, so i just keep my handphone inside my beg! huhu diorang jahat okay!

Ermm we all jalan-jalan at pavilion, the times square, bb, and sungai wang. Urgh, penat sampai kaki pun naek lenguh! Ouch! Ermm jalan-jalan sampai Bangi also, tengok gmi yang baru. hee~

before the trip. ouch!

okay-okay dah start camwhoring dah.. wee~

beg doraemon and selendang :)

we had our lunch at Carls Jr at Pavi honey!
ouch! craving nak makan lagi! serius syok abes!

jadik duta comel jap. lalala~

gff. *ikan pun termasuk ke?
auw! :D

kentang yang gemuk-gemukk haha

okay-okay natural cut fries honey. :p

Urgh, burger yang sgtt besar! demn!
i want it now honey!
*macam nak terbalik try abeskan. fuh!

she'll tell you
size doesnt matter
she's lying. :p

thanx to mie :)

adik gmi :)


p/s : sape suruh korang
ajar makan Carl's Jr.
haa nanti bawak aku
pegi makan lagi okay! demn!

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honey thanx for loving me.

i knoe iam not too perfect for you
but you knoe iam trying to be
perfect for you

even somehow, iam being selfish
and slightly unbending towards you
but you knoe that i love you

sorry because lately you feel
disappointed about myself
i knoe you are trying to be
a good man for me.
because i can feel it deeply.

honestly, you make me miss
you all the way you are.
and silently make me smile
when iam alone, suddenly
thinking of you :)

thanx for guiding me
remind me about everything
accompany me when i need someone
i do appreciate it.
i really do.

lastly,
thank you for accepting me
whoever am i

and
honestly to love me
with all your heart.
ilu.


p/s ; i miss you honey.

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iam feeling like someone new. ouch!

Hell yes. definitely yes honey! I dont know why iam soooo excited to write down this post. urgh!

Yaaa, i dont know. Tetiba jer after what happen, iam feeling like iam become someone new! Urgh, then iam feeling like, aku lepaskan perkara yang sepatutnya dah lame dah aku lepaskan! Ouch! I dont know how to describe this feeling. Just, after everything settle then i call my dearest Ahmad Syihan, then! Pop!
Ohhh! i know! Tuhan jadikan sesuatu perkara itu bersebabkan? Cuma bagaimana kita menerimanya and mengambil masa untuk terima the reality is part of our life. Ermm, kalau nak cakap tentang benda neh memang tak abes, sebab biler kita mengalami sesuatu perkara tue barula kita tau macamane rasenya.
Laen orang laen penerimaan honey! Maybe, ade yang kuat untuk terima segala dugaan yang mendatang. But, iam not! Seriously, iam not that strong, but each day iam trying to be strong, to keep strong and trying to accept everything that happens on me...

And aku belajar setiap hari and mencari alasan apa pun dugaan yang aku hadapi, and alhamdulillah lama-kelamaan i found it honey!
Even, its really break my heart, buat aku rase down giler sometimes but i know, ada hikmah disebalik semuanya. And iam the one that believes in karma. Yes, definitely. :)
Ermmm, i wont turning back after this. Iam promise! I will keep this promise to myself. Past is past. Aku takkan letak harapan apa-apa lagi , takkan mengingati apa-apa pun lagi, takkan cuba untuk berlari mencari-cari lagi, takkan apa-apa lagi.Cuma aku percaya, apa pun yang terjadi dalam hidup kita, kita takkan boleh lupakan. Kita hanya boleh jadikan ia kenangan even ia sesuatu perkara yang pahit, tapi ia beri kita suatu perkara untuk kita belajar, berfikir, and beri kita suatu pengalaman.

Ermmm, its not easy to being me, you, and we. Life is not easy as we thought like the drama in Tv shows, like the novel, the cinderella story. HELL NO.

But, life is full of colors that we learn each day, we find a new thing each day, we search a new thing. urgh! Thats make our life perfect in the end of the time honey! Kita akan tempuh satu hari nanti. we will. insyallah

And last thing, iam happy of being myself, to have all my great family around me, all my craziest friends that ive ever had, to have all the people that always guide me when iam getting lost, someone that love me with all their heart even they know iam not a perfect person, someone that truely love me with honest, and to all that make my life better!

And i hope, you guys take a good care of yourself, because i love you guys!

Enjoy looking my old and new picture! I know, maybe today there are a lot of things maybe change, but iam still loving them as the old day. Just put all the blame on me. And forgive my mistakes. Like i told you before, apepun yang terjadi ada hikmahnya and i really do believe in karma. SPREAD LOVE.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts.
And we are never, ever the same."

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Love everywhere.

Hello people! I think almost two month i am not updating my blog! Ouch! Too much too say and too much to care lah! heee. Hidup busy and semakin complicated, but alhamdulillah aku tempuh dengan hati yang kuat and semua perkara mempunyai hikmah yang tersendiri bukan?

How to say? Since cuti last semester, i had been busy with my personal matter then masalah datang bertalu-talu then cube harungi dengan kuat even airmata meleleh. haha duh! Ermmm, and i know ada perkara kadang-kadang kita tak perlu nak ucapkan then we just leave it with silence right?

So lets the pictures tell you the story. :) And fyi peep, i believe that... somehow gambar tak semuanya menggambarkan apa yang terjadi, but ia hanya boleh kita jadikan kenangan. And i like to share all those happy things that happen around me for the last two month.

I wont regret for what happen, because iam just a human being that have to face all the trials.

hang out with cousins and niece

Aliaaa :)

eyes on Malaysia on my hand :)

its jetty time honey!

Udin! thanx for visiting us.

mastura and me :)

alyysa comel.

primadona melayu terakhir. haha

she's sooo cute!

afham and aliaa. pandai posing kan?

helloooo, its my birthday auntie! :)

her birthday's cake! yummy!

Aliaa and Muhd Naqib

cannot mad to her because she was the
birthday gurl on that day. hee~

with her Nek Ndak :)

its time to celebrate!

Muhd Nazhim @ Nabil

Its wedding time! Congrats to
Mr Zambri and Kak Maza. :)

He's the groom on that day with Cik Diiha

Cousins weds. with Mama and Abah :)

Iam as a promoter for 10days at Parkson MP.
From right : me, diyana, and my permenant
Kak Ira . thanx honey!

camwhore!

Urgh. toilet pun jadiii.

Haii akak jual spender. haha :p

p/s : so much too say!
i love being me.
and i love all people
around me :)

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