Honey, my life full with everything!

Hmm, currently cuti midterm break honey! But , hidup aku still busy dengan beberapa perkara yang kene buat. Urgh. contohnya, partime job (taksabar tunggu gaji), assignment and study. Erkk, but reason yang last tue belum sempat dilaksanakan lagi. heee~

Ermmm banyak benda yang buat aku happy, busy, tak sabar, nervous in the same time lately.

happy = alhamdulillah banyak perkara yang baik berlaku lately. *baik berbanding beberapa minggu yang lepas

busy = partime job, even penat but i know i will get the benefits later rite? dari stay rumah or belek mengadap fb jeh plus malas study! hee~

tak sabar = OMG! i cant wait for my dear Mr.Toad to come and visits me next week! Urgh, dah beberapa bulan tak jumpe? Terasa dah macam setahun lah! *ouch! seriously i miss him much!

nervous = ermm, this friday i have rehearsal for my diploma convocation. ouch! Nervous gilaakk nak pergi convo neh even nak naek pentas amek sijil, nervous jugakk nak jumpe teman-teman lame yang ramai dah merantau ke cyber kan? :) Then, convocation day next week 2nd August before my birthday! lagila nervous! eissh nak pakai baju ape ya???
bersyukur = Alhamdulillah, aku masih bergembira dan tersenyum walaupun kau sudah tiada disisi ku lagi. :) *ouch! and its definitely for you. yes you! lalala~

Then, bulan neh.. ramai orang-orang yang tersayang and terapat dengan aku, menyambut tahun kelahiran mereka yang ke 21 terutamanya. :D

Ermm, i wish i can celebrate all my dearies birthday! But honey, sorry laahh ada yang tak sempat and tak dapat pun nak jumpa tuk celebrate sesame birthday korang! Ermm, tapii like always, end of birthday cik Nadia kita mesti kita leh celebrate sesame kan? *eish tak aci betul time die jeh dapat celebrate neh. huuu~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANIE MUCYUKK
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATASHA ATUFF SYG

Ermm, i wish to celebrate with them later okay dear??? This week on 26July, is Mimie's birthday! One of my bestie :)

Memandangkan, die housemate plus bff ksygan saye, so sempatlah kitorang plan buat surprise party tuk cik Mimie neh. Semoga you happy dengan surprise party neh sayang! :)

bila dah takde kerja, duk dalam stor and camwhore! :p

okay, this is the place where i work
lelong2, beg sembonia satu! wee~

boring lah weh!

cake choc truffle!
birthday surprise for mimie! :)

wee~

the only guy there :p
*inside gay iekin said. haha lols

happy birthday mimie mok2!
*muke terkejutt lagi tuee.

love you honey! :)

jin kalau dah jumpe makanan.
takleh wat ape dah weh~

ok2, romantic la. *jeles i you~

nyum2.

urgh, obviously, kerusi neh dah tua okay
setua seabad dengan empunya tuan rumah neh
Mr.Chong sila bagi kerusi yang umurnya
sebaya kami bukan anda. siilaa please! :p




i wont tell you
if you are the one that
i love,
but i will care bout
you because you are
the one that i love.

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what ta hell ya doing for the weekend?

heyy hello people! Ohh, seriously weekend yang penat tapi banyak jugak happy things yang berlaku! hee~ Ermm i have been off to KL for a day trip with my all gffs. OMG!

Planned to watch final FIFA at kuala lumpur. Macam orang giler jeh, padahal final kali neh boring? Hek! tetibe jeh minat bola? haha. Ermm actually empat tahun sekali so a lil bit excited, padahal takde laa hebat sangat bab-bab tengok bola neh. haha *so tak kisah lah ape orang cakap, but sometimes buat perkara yang tak pernah dibuat best jugakkan? takla jakun! hee~

Ermm just saje meramaikan orang yang dah sedia ramai kat port-port tempat tengok bola neh. :D Urgh, planning nak tengok final at Bangsar but then, ade sedikit problem then, we all lepak somewhere around kl jeh. :) But, its okay...even not really happy ending trip neh, but there are something to share and i learn.

Ape-ape pun plan dulu before the trip okay? Prepare betul2. huhu

Okay there are something to share with all :) Erkk, tak banyak pic pun! heehe Sebab selalu kene marah dengan all gff asik-asik cam-whoring and you know, i just cant stop snap my pic! sampai diorang naek pening, so i just keep my handphone inside my beg! huhu diorang jahat okay!

Ermm we all jalan-jalan at pavilion, the times square, bb, and sungai wang. Urgh, penat sampai kaki pun naek lenguh! Ouch! Ermm jalan-jalan sampai Bangi also, tengok gmi yang baru. hee~

before the trip. ouch!

okay-okay dah start camwhoring dah.. wee~

beg doraemon and selendang :)

we had our lunch at Carls Jr at Pavi honey!
ouch! craving nak makan lagi! serius syok abes!

jadik duta comel jap. lalala~

gff. *ikan pun termasuk ke?
auw! :D

kentang yang gemuk-gemukk haha

okay-okay natural cut fries honey. :p

Urgh, burger yang sgtt besar! demn!
i want it now honey!
*macam nak terbalik try abeskan. fuh!

she'll tell you
size doesnt matter
she's lying. :p

thanx to mie :)

adik gmi :)


p/s : sape suruh korang
ajar makan Carl's Jr.
haa nanti bawak aku
pegi makan lagi okay! demn!

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honey thanx for loving me.

i knoe iam not too perfect for you
but you knoe iam trying to be
perfect for you

even somehow, iam being selfish
and slightly unbending towards you
but you knoe that i love you

sorry because lately you feel
disappointed about myself
i knoe you are trying to be
a good man for me.
because i can feel it deeply.

honestly, you make me miss
you all the way you are.
and silently make me smile
when iam alone, suddenly
thinking of you :)

thanx for guiding me
remind me about everything
accompany me when i need someone
i do appreciate it.
i really do.

lastly,
thank you for accepting me
whoever am i

and
honestly to love me
with all your heart.
ilu.


p/s ; i miss you honey.

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iam feeling like someone new. ouch!

Hell yes. definitely yes honey! I dont know why iam soooo excited to write down this post. urgh!

Yaaa, i dont know. Tetiba jer after what happen, iam feeling like iam become someone new! Urgh, then iam feeling like, aku lepaskan perkara yang sepatutnya dah lame dah aku lepaskan! Ouch! I dont know how to describe this feeling. Just, after everything settle then i call my dearest Ahmad Syihan, then! Pop!
Ohhh! i know! Tuhan jadikan sesuatu perkara itu bersebabkan? Cuma bagaimana kita menerimanya and mengambil masa untuk terima the reality is part of our life. Ermm, kalau nak cakap tentang benda neh memang tak abes, sebab biler kita mengalami sesuatu perkara tue barula kita tau macamane rasenya.
Laen orang laen penerimaan honey! Maybe, ade yang kuat untuk terima segala dugaan yang mendatang. But, iam not! Seriously, iam not that strong, but each day iam trying to be strong, to keep strong and trying to accept everything that happens on me...

And aku belajar setiap hari and mencari alasan apa pun dugaan yang aku hadapi, and alhamdulillah lama-kelamaan i found it honey!
Even, its really break my heart, buat aku rase down giler sometimes but i know, ada hikmah disebalik semuanya. And iam the one that believes in karma. Yes, definitely. :)
Ermmm, i wont turning back after this. Iam promise! I will keep this promise to myself. Past is past. Aku takkan letak harapan apa-apa lagi , takkan mengingati apa-apa pun lagi, takkan cuba untuk berlari mencari-cari lagi, takkan apa-apa lagi.Cuma aku percaya, apa pun yang terjadi dalam hidup kita, kita takkan boleh lupakan. Kita hanya boleh jadikan ia kenangan even ia sesuatu perkara yang pahit, tapi ia beri kita suatu perkara untuk kita belajar, berfikir, and beri kita suatu pengalaman.

Ermmm, its not easy to being me, you, and we. Life is not easy as we thought like the drama in Tv shows, like the novel, the cinderella story. HELL NO.

But, life is full of colors that we learn each day, we find a new thing each day, we search a new thing. urgh! Thats make our life perfect in the end of the time honey! Kita akan tempuh satu hari nanti. we will. insyallah

And last thing, iam happy of being myself, to have all my great family around me, all my craziest friends that ive ever had, to have all the people that always guide me when iam getting lost, someone that love me with all their heart even they know iam not a perfect person, someone that truely love me with honest, and to all that make my life better!

And i hope, you guys take a good care of yourself, because i love you guys!

Enjoy looking my old and new picture! I know, maybe today there are a lot of things maybe change, but iam still loving them as the old day. Just put all the blame on me. And forgive my mistakes. Like i told you before, apepun yang terjadi ada hikmahnya and i really do believe in karma. SPREAD LOVE.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts.
And we are never, ever the same."

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